Life Update - September 17th 2026

It's been a long time since my last entry but that's okay I did not abandon my page. So today I had an appointment at my new doctors where they just measured my height, weight and blood pressure and asked me a few questions about my family history so they know what to look out for if there is any issues down the road. I then went to UC to basically confirm my address or whatever, I also updated my name on their system. I then walked home which was a goooood 25 ish minutes?? Idk how long it actually was but by the end of it my back hurt. Idk I haven't been feeling the best today mentally and emotionally AND physically just been low and my throat is scratchy. Karma and I made some chicken soup she seasoned and stuff while I cute the potatoes, onions, carrot, garlic and made the dumplings. The soup was very delicious compliments to Karma. <3

I'm unsure why I've been feeling low today maybe it's just one of those days I guess, Porgy seamed to think so but yeah. Not too much else I can say obviously since my last update on my life a TON has happened but I just really have the energy to write it all out since it's 3 years worth of explanations. However, what I can say is that I have moved out of my family's house I have my own place I have positive, loving and caring people around me and I am mostly happy  like 75% happy. Karma WAS my gf but I messed up and ruined everything too many fucking times and now we are just friends? Or whatever we are idk. I'm trying my best to fix myself to be the best me for myself and for her and I just love her so much and it hurt me when she said to me the other day (in front of her friends) that I love her but she doesn't love me, I don't blame her at all though. She's really the only person I need in my life if I could only choose one. She's my best friend.